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All I wanted to do was speak to you the other night and obtain some reassurance when we were implementing things and you blew way up at me and shoved me aside like nothing. You hurt me. You judged me. You out of cash my heart. You broke my trust. You broke our romance. You broke our friendship. All I want to to do was talk for you to my partner, but I guess you took the easy way out. I am sorry you are lost in life. I am sorry you feel this way. I am sorry and I hurt for you because you truly are not likely okay with yourself. I pray for you and wish for you to find yourself, find the acceptance you will need in life. I hope you open your eyes and learn to experience a more open mind. I hope you may loose all the judgment in the heart. I hope you figure out how to stop comparing your life that will others. I hope you find the true happiness that you are entitled to. I hope you find Everything you want in life because everyone deserve it. I admitted my own mistakes. 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I need a moment of reassurance from you, and I get slapped inside face. Gee thanks. You sure haven't tried to take some responsibility in my feelings and see where you slot in this equation. It takes not one but two! Even though its been over x weeks on this going on. I find myself telling the globe this because I didn't stop trying. I was here the overall time. I didn't want to stop. I fell in love together with you. I didn't fall in love on hand for a quick screw or for a few weeks. I fell in love together with you to live life with you will, share life with you, have a very family, grow old together plus love. I wanted to love and manage you and share our smiles of pleasure and frowns. I was in it for the future. But I guess I see now you weren't all things considered. with everything I have undergone in life, I have been raised and I've discovered it within myself to NOT give up on anything. So having to just "give up" with this, is not easy for me to undertake. But... no matter what... because I don't need to judge you like you own judged me with things, I've got to say thank you for showing me what real love really can be like. Thanks a lot for showing me what love Needs to be like. I now know what I'd like in a partner. I now determine what I DON'T want in a partner. I don't want a partner to judge me. I don't want somebody to say such harsh together with hurtful things when nothing was said in your direction. My punishment did Not fit the crime. I did NOT deserve that kind of treatment. NO one deserves that sort of treatment. You asked me why I'd personally be afraid to talk back? well look at what you said to me and that should answer your question. Let me know for those who have that answer. I should not be worried of my own partner. I wish to be loved. I want someone who wants to ALWAYS try to work to the relationship. You gave up, as being a snap of the finger. Accomplished and gone. I didn't throw in the towel. 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